Warning: I do my best to reflect on things that makes me happy, but at times, I have my days when things aren't too well. I don't like to be dishonest with myself, so not everything will be butterflies and rainbows on this blog.

April 24th, 2026
Listening to Purple Dream by Emi Aramaki

To my lovely penpals, happy Friday! As usual, I've been super preoccupied-- therefore, I haven't been able to update or browse through Neocities. To maintain personal productivity, I got into live streaming-- basically broadcasting my digital drawing. Plus, I've made some time to support live streams/ chats with my friends. I really don't know how I didn't get into streaming earlier, I find that it prevents me from getting lost into scrolling through social media. I don't really have much viewers or the best set up at the moment, but I am happy to stream for my 1-3 lurkers with whatever I have. 

I found another band-aid hobby*, I got into Tomodachi (demo version)! It's a game that involves creativity in a mindless way (or you can go hardcore) so I enjoy anything that involves customization. I usually don't have time to play video games, but it's nice to play games once in awhile to de-compartmentalize my brain. 

I plan on making a Tomodachi gameblog as soon as I have a chance.

Besides my One Piece series and Apothecary Diaries consumption-- I just finished "The Other Bennett Sister" miniseries. The media is a spinoff of Mary Bennett from Pride and Prejudice. I know the perspective of the writing has a bit of a modern outlook, because it is a fan fiction written from this era-- however, I really enjoyed it! I always wondered how things would be from Mary Bennett's  point of view. I appreciate that Janice Hadlow didn't dismiss Mary's awkward personality and made her to be filled with qualities. If you need romantic hopecore with a neurodivergent heroine, I highly recommend this series. It's super cute! 

I've also been consistent with my workout routines. I discovered some new workout techniques to build some muscles. I don't think my results looks as obvious, but I do feel stronger and my posture looks better. All I know is, I just have to keep going. 

My most recent drawing that is appropriate to share on this site:

March 25th, 2026
Listening to Korok Forest Cafe

I don't think I can go too much in details-- this Spring has been overwhelmingly frustrating. The weather has been way too warm for March, my living space feels cluttered at times, as usual, capitalism sucks, and marriage license processes are confusing as hell and I felt like I am being ignored by my peers Perhaps it's time for me to start a new life elsewhere? I may have to play some puzzle video games to keep myself together. I really don't want to reach out to most of my friends at the moment. Well, I am grateful to have this journal as my outlet.

My recent artworks: